Okay, so it's only 8 days and 4 hours into the new year, and I've already found myself in a romantic pickle.
Between my last post and now - Best friend I've had a crush on since I was 14 comes back into my life. Slowly. And doesn't seem to show any more interest than when we were way close. Less, actually.
Tristan, (I'm putting your name in this part because you deserve it.) Freaking seeing me maybe 3 times at random instances and kissing me only hours before you move away. What a jerk move. However sweet you made it seem, it was still too late in the game to make such a play.
and someone who has been nothing but nice, whom we will hereon know as Daemon, you go to school too far away. And I've fallen for you over the past couple of weeks. I've told you already that I've always liked you, but now I'm hooked. I hope the next few months pass by quickly, and that you remember the last words I said to you before you left, and actually follow the advice, because you're a 10, and you deserve more than an Ellen.
That's the pickle, 3 guys in less than 2 months. I wouldn't say a storm is brewing, seeing as how the two that actually realize I exist live out of reach, and the third is too busy being mister popular to pay much attention to me. That's why I love all my friends :) they make distracting me from my craziness sooooo much easier. Kaite has suggested I take a hiatus from romance for an extended period of time, to clear my head and gain some sanity, and I'm gonna do it. No kissing, cuddling, or any such actions/sentiments allowed. Difficult, seeing as how the holiday I tend to resent the most is in just over a month, but decided. And I'm stubborn.
In the mean time, I'll be playing lots and lots of video games and focusing on school and finding a job, and probably lots of cooking and baking. LOTS. of cooking. and baking... Maybe my new years resolution should be to get fat??? Teehee, I can't really imagine myself overweight. However, ice skating will keep me fit, seeing as how that is my resolution, to become a content skater. The closest rink is an hour away. Seeing as how this is Texas, it may seem ridiculous, but since when did anything I resolve to do make sense?
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